Sometimes, it take a while to catch up to your successes, to catch up to who you have become as a scholar. One's sense of self often does not quickly change. Old doubts, sometimes very old, do not miraculously abate when you meet a career goal, milestone, or reach a certain level of achievement. Old tapes are not easily erased- it takes time. Time, and concerted effort, concerted reprogramming.
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